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Posted on 06-19-2012 by Elise Joan

Last night after returning home from a truly breathtaking performance by my good friend & yoga student, i of COURSE posted on facebook... heralding my good fortune at being blessed by a life filled with such inspiring & talented friends.  Now... if you're my friend on facebook you know a few things: a) i love following all of my friends & sharing in their triumphs  b) i always "like" pictures of kissing & puppies... and c) i enjoy posting. a LOT. and in these posts, i usually express a great deal of joy, because i like to "practice" what i preach & lead a life filled with daring adventure & bliss.  i have a dear high school friend who constantly makes fun of my effusive adjectives.  He'll always check in to make sure i am having a GLORIOUS day 🙂 But this make me happy.  I like having facebook as a platform to inspire, to share, and to be a part of the human condition (which may sound ironic since it's the internet, but i know from experience that facebook does touch quite a few lives.  for better, or for worse, so practice "ahimsa" (non-violence) and be careful with your words.  they have a powerful affect.)   Last night, a friend and student who takes my classes posted a question on my status.

"Elise - do you ever feel down? Hit rough spots? (that's meant as a compliment".

This question inspired a very immediate & honest response.  I'll share that response with you now.  so if you ever wonder if i have hard moments... yes.  i do.  and THOSE moments are when i do my BEST to practice being happy that i am able to FEEL so deeply.  sensation is a gift, and a sign of a "life worth remembering" (as Bruce Lee would say).  It's easy to be happy when you're eating hot fudge sundaes, or 'salt & vinegar' chips.  a bit harder when you're emotionally vulnerable.  So when Susan asked me if i ever felt down.... here was my response:

[box type="info"] Elise Joan: Yes. I do... In fact, I'm having a bit of one right now, for no apparent reason, which i think is why I feel extra appreciative of those who add so much to my life with their presence & inspiration. Sometimes it feels like i give so much of myself in my work, that I become emotional. I feel peoples' energies in an indescribable & palpable way, and that can be both beautiful & intense. I have a hard time not internalizing it some days. I have felt exceptionally contemplative lately, which is why I've been pulled to the beach to run, or swim, or think, or read. Just feeling the need to be present, clear space & let go... I've reached out to a few friends just tonight to see if they have insights into the nature of existence... But so far, it seems we're all just students in that realm. I know i want to make a difference. To make the world a better place. I want to experience all the joy & love and peace i can. I want to touch peoples' lives... And allow them to touch mine. I want to experience & be experienced. I want to be as alive as possible. I've been on a recent tear of saying 'Yes' to life & opportunities, which has brought so much joy & spontaneity my way that I've been happier these past 6 months than I've been in years... but from time to time, a moment or a feeling catches me off guard. Right now (perhaps it's retrograding Venus) I'm feeling overly emotional. Just giving in to it & perusing the sutras and trying to experience it, rather than deny it. All sensation... Be it joy or pain... Is just proof Of experiencing life fully) 🙂  [/box]







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